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Highlands Ponygirl

2966,

04:57,

2008-04-02 07:47:51

Description: Ponygirl Nemesis (Doris page) has her training over the top by beautiful Driver Karen Chessman. Meanwhile Benny takes pics and cowgirl Niki Nice keeps things under control. Finally Niki overpowers all (More)

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Tags: lifestyler ponygirl ponygirls fetish reportage depeche

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Getting Started

46,

02:12,

2008-04-03 03:03:54

Description: The opener to my video logs on BDSM lifestyle and a broadcast on some requested advice from a fellow lifestyler.

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Tags: BDSM D/s slave submissive dominant domme Master Mistress TheGaggingWhore Thegaggingwh0re

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Raphael Osiris Talks to Sondra London 13

13,

07:42,

2008-02-18 21:38:35

Description: 1998 Itvw True Vampire Raphael Osiris aka Ralph Spindell TRANSCRIPT SONDRA: Would you stay up at night? RAPHAEL: Right, it could be... SONDRA: Would you not get suntanned? RAPHAEL: (More) 1998 Itvw True Vampire Raphael Osiris aka Ralph Spindell TRANSCRIPT SONDRA: Would you stay up at night? RAPHAEL: Right, it could be... SONDRA: Would you not get suntanned? RAPHAEL: Yeah, things like that, but I'd do those things normally. There are things I've normally done that I don't consider vampiric. I'm just very nocturnal. Regardless of saying I'm a vampire lifestylist. But these are some things that people take into the daily routine, and they take it in a vampiric fashion. SONDRA: Within the lifestyle, the exchange of energy, trying to remain youthful forever, that sort of thing, is that still under lifestyle or is that verging over into spiritual areas? RAPHAEL: Like I said, all of these types overlap. Someone who is a psychic vampire does not necessarily have to be a vampire lifestylist. A vampire lifestylist could also choose to practice psychic vampirism or hone their psychic abilities, but dressing in the mythical or sensationalized attire of the vampire is not a necessary factor for any of the other vampire types. But someone who has clinical blood-feeding requirements could choose to be a lifestyler, because he harmonizes with the aesthetic. Anybody could be a vampire lifestylist. Not everybody can be a clinical blood-feeder. SONDRA: Exactly. It's something you assume. RAPHAEL: It's a lifestyle choice. And people say their choices are limited because they've been so driven and compelled, either by their society or their environment has shaped them, or other things that have gone on in their life, whether it is traumatic, this is what they have fallen into and they've harmonized with it and they've taken on the lifestyle choice and they don't stop being a vampire when they go home or anything. SONDRA: So that's five? RAPHAEL: We're at five now. The vampire lifestyle also could impact relationships, like they could only have a relationship with someone else who is considered a vampire lifestylist, thereby limiting the range of their relationships, or those relationships could be done differently, in terms of a sexual relationship with a significant other. They also form familial relationships whereby you have a family of other vampire lifestylists. SONDRA: Your sire - does that mean anything to you? RAPHAEL: It means something to some people. I don't consider myself having a sire. In vampire terms, for those who believe in a sire or mentor or master, whatever, as in psychic vampirism, it's one who may be teaching you how to enhance your psychic activities. SONDRA: In the case of these killer teens, that would be the cult leader? RAPHAEL: Not necessarily the cult leader, depending on how large the cult is, there could be a structure, a hierarchy where other people can bring in new vampires. SONDRA: The sire could be higher than the local guy. RAPHAEL: Right. SONDRA: Okay, so how much of that is going on? A hierarchy where you have an organization that goes nationally, internationally? RAPHAEL: And there could be an organization of lifestylers, an organization of psychic vampires. There doesn't tend to be too much organization between blood feeders, because the percentage is much smaller of that type of people. For every one hundred other vampire types you may find maybe one real vampire. SONDRA: It sounds like their need to do that rises from within their body, rather than socially or aesthetically or spiritually. RAPHAEL: Right, but the lifestyler's need arises from within too, but it tends not to be that much. SONDRA: Okay what's next? When do we get to the killer teens? RAPHAEL: Well, there have been people who said they were vampire serial killers or what-not, but as many vampires as I have come to know, there'd be a lot more killings if they were all of the killer type. It's probably less likely that there's a serial killer... SONDRA: You had Richard Chase, he's certainly a vampire by his own definition, but he was ill. And certainly he was a killer. RAPHAEL: Like I said, most vampires who need blood don't need to harm others to gain what they consider the amount they need for sustenance. SONDRA: Okay, so we've got five, we're up to lifestylers, we've still got a few more. RAPHAEL: We have those who are occultists, who follow vampirism as a faith or religion. SONDRA: That includes actual rituals. RAPHAEL: Right, actual obeisance to vampire deities or goddesses. Sometimes that is a metaphor for self. SONDRA: So is it goddess-oriented, self-oriented, or god-oriented? RAPHAEL: There's different ones, there's different vampire cult movements or religions that have a different worship and paradigm. (Less)

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Hillsong United Lemgo 16.9.2007 (6)

02:55,

2007-09-17 08:18:45

Description: ♥♥♥ Our lifestyler Jesus ♥♥♥ hillsong concert 16.9.2007 in Lemgo Germany =)

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Tags: germany god Hillsong jesus lemgo music rock united worship

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Raphael Osiris Talks to Sondra London 14

10,

05:17,

2008-02-18 21:47:36

Description: 1998 Itvw True Vampire Raphael Osiris aka Ralph Spindell TRANSCRIPT SONDRA: So even if you're looking within the spiritual range of vampires, you have an enormous choice. RAPHAEL: (More) 1998 Itvw True Vampire Raphael Osiris aka Ralph Spindell TRANSCRIPT SONDRA: So even if you're looking within the spiritual range of vampires, you have an enormous choice. RAPHAEL: Right. When you say the word vampire and people go... and this one image pops into their head, and that is the largest fallacy, there are just so many... SONDRA: So when you meet someone and you say, 'I'm a vampire,' and they say, 'Well, I'm a vampire too,' but you still don't know who they are. RAPHAEL: Right. You have to talk to them and get to know the person, the same as anything else. If someone walked up and said, 'I'm an architect,' that just barely scratches the surface of their being. And the same thing with vampire. SONDRA: Okay. Where were we, did we finish the catalog? RAPHAEL: These last, well, a lot of people have disdain for them, and they're the role-players. SONDRA: Oh, the Vampire Masquerade. RAPHAEL: Right, they've been drawn to portray the character on a temporary basis. Or even sometimes on a permanent basis. They're psychopathically locked into their character. But it's something which is very deeply rooted in a fictional characterization, in a role they are playing. They are playing a game. The difference is, the vampire lifestyler knows it's not a game. It's really what he feels like doing every day of his life. He feels like dressing this way, he wants to date his vampire significant other, they want to explore vampirism in whatever fashion they see fit, whether it moves them into blood-feeding, or psychic vampire practices. SONDRA: So these game-players are more like tourists. RAPHAEL: Tourists through the vampire lifestyle. They're taking little tastes of it and some of them will stay, some of them will develop into lifestylers, some will go onto something else. Who knows what the next phase is. They're kids in capes. They take on the persona for a little while. SONDRA: Posers? RAPHAEL: I don't call anyone a poser. I don't like to use that word. I think it's very derogatory. I've created through my activism, a greater respect for vampire role-players. Because in many ways, one is that some of them may come on to be the next vampire lifestylers. SONDRA: So you're saying, don't disdain role-players. RAPHAEL: Right. They've been introduced to the community, the culture, through something which many consider to be like "The Evil" - you know, like, the role-playing, and that's what got them into it, but they may develop other deeper interests. They may get psychopathically locked into their character, which is a sad thing to see happen to many people, and unfortunately, role-playing incurred that in some people. The differential is, if you meet somebody who is a vampire lifestyler, and they are positive and they have a good outlook on life, and they like themselves, and they understand themselves, and they want to have a relationship with you, whether as a friend or a significant other or a companion, or employee/employer, whatever. That is a very different person to be dealing with than a psychopathic role-player, who has gotten stuck in his role, who is assuming he is a 4,000-year-old vampire, who thinks he has got powers and abilities, he is in this clan, and it's an entirely different story. And that's a very unfortunate facet. And when you meet someone you have to determine, gingerly, through talking to them, finding out where their motivations lie, how they entered this culture, and what they are taking from it and what they believe in. SONDRA: It sounds like some of these people are very dangerous. (Less)

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Raphael Osiris Talks to Sondra London 12

11,

05:10,

2008-02-18 21:40:52

Description: 1998 Itvw True Vampire Raphael Osiris aka Ralph Spindell TRANSCRIPT RAPHAEL: There tends to be seven or eight types of vampires that I've come across. Other people have done some (More) 1998 Itvw True Vampire Raphael Osiris aka Ralph Spindell TRANSCRIPT RAPHAEL: There tends to be seven or eight types of vampires that I've come across. Other people have done some categorizations, but this has been from my research, and been brought to my awareness through my involvement in the community at this point. You have people who need to drink blood, with clinical blood feeding requirements. Then you have blood drinkers. They are considered vampires, and they drink blood. They don't have a physical need to consume blood like a blood feeder, but a blood drinker is one who consumes blood for any of various other reasons. And also keep in mind, that any of the other vampire types we will be mentioning, they also consume blood, either as a drinker or a feeder, it could be a component of what else they do, and then after that comes the other practices. There are the blood fetishes, who are the S&M type, who are not vampires, but are often confused with vampires or vampire blood drinkers, because they do either blood-let or blood-play, which is for the cutting, for the pain, and for the erotic turn-on of extracting blood from the person they are doing a scene with, in BD/SM scenes. Some of them consider themselves vampires or call themselves vampires, but the majority of the vampire community don't consider them vampires. Just BD/SM blood fetishists who revel in the drawing, extraction of blood and using it, getting involved in the letting of blood, but they don't necessarily consume it, and also some that do, also they have no illusions that what they are doing is anything of a vampiric nature. Their main involvement in it is sexual. SONDRA: Raphael, I must stop you. Illusion? RAPHAEL: Allusion. SONDRA: Is this an illusion? Is what you do an illusion? RAPHAEL: Allusion. SONDRA: OK, I see. They don't allude to it, saying they are vampires. They are just blood fetishists, they might drink some blood once in a while, for any sexual involvement, an erotic turn-on, but they don't consider it vampiric, RAPHAEL: They don't have anything to do with traditional, folkloric or modern-day vampirism. It's something they consider entirely separate, and belonging in the BD/SM community. Sometimes erroneously they may think what they are doing is vampiric, but by many others, it is considered not. They just mislabeled it, taking the short-cut path, stating what they do, it's labeling. This is all about labeling. Then you have the psychic vampires, and like I said... SONDRA: That makes four? Blood feeders, blood drinkers, blood letters - who aren't really vampires - and blood fetishists, who aren't really vampires. Now we're up to the next one. RAPHAEL: You have your psychic vampires. They fall into categories; you have the unintentional and the intentional. And in the intentional, there tends to be the light and the dark, according to what kind of energy they feed off of, which is just another subcategorization of psychic vampire. Motivation is the factor there. Then you have lifestylers, who choose to revel in the aesthetic. SONDRA: Is that what you are? RAPHAEL: Primarily mostly that, yeah, a lifestyler. And if you choose to partake of the aesthetic, dress in the aesthetic garb, wear fangs, stuff like that, contact lenses, makeup, then the lifestyle also goes further than dressing. SONDRA: The fangs look great. (Less)

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Raphael Osiris Talks to Sondra London 13

07:42,

2008-04-22 09:46:17

Description: 1998 Itvw True Vampire Raphael Osiris aka Ralph Spindell TRANSCRIPT SONDRA: Would you stay up at night? RAPHAEL: Right, it could be... SONDRA: Would you not get suntanned? RAPHAEL: Yeah, things (More) 1998 Itvw True Vampire Raphael Osiris aka Ralph Spindell TRANSCRIPT SONDRA: Would you stay up at night? RAPHAEL: Right, it could be... SONDRA: Would you not get suntanned? RAPHAEL: Yeah, things like that, but I'd do those things normally. There are things I've normally done that I don't consider vampiric. I'm just very nocturnal. Regardless of saying I'm a vampire lifestylist. But these are some things that people take into the daily routine, and they take it in a vampiric fashion. SONDRA: Within the lifestyle, the exchange of energy, trying to remain youthful forever, that sort of thing, is that still under lifestyle or is that verging over into spiritual areas? RAPHAEL: Like I said, all of these types overlap. Someone who is a psychic vampire does not necessarily have to be a vampire lifestylist. A vampire lifestylist could also choose to practice psychic vampirism or hone their psychic abilities, but dressing in the mythical or sensationalized attire of the vampire is not a necessary factor for any of the other vampire types. But someone who has clinical blood-feeding requirements could choose to be a lifestyler, because he harmonizes with the aesthetic. Anybody could be a vampire lifestylist. Not everybody can be a clinical blood-feeder. SONDRA: Exactly. It's something you assume. RAPHAEL: It's a lifestyle choice. And people say their choices are limited because they've been so driven and compelled, either by their society or their environment has shaped them, or other things that have gone on in their life, whether it is traumatic, this is what they have fallen into and they've harmonized with it and they've taken on the lifestyle choice and they don't stop being a vampire when they go home or anything. SONDRA: So that's five? RAPHAEL: We're at five now. The vampire lifestyle also could impact relationships, like they could only have a relationship with someone else who is considered a vampire lifestylist, thereby limiting the range of their relationships, or those relationships could be done differently, in terms of a sexual relationship with a significant other. They also form familial relationships whereby you have a family of other vampire lifestylists. SONDRA: Your sire - does that mean anything to you? RAPHAEL: It means something to some people. I don't consider myself having a sire. In vampire terms, for those who believe in a sire or mentor or master, whatever, as in psychic vampirism, it's one who may be teaching you how to enhance your psychic activities. SONDRA: In the case of these killer teens, that would be the cult leader? RAPHAEL: Not necessarily the cult leader, depending on how large the cult is, there could be a structure, a hierarchy where other people can bring in new vampires. SONDRA: The sire could be higher than the local guy. RAPHAEL: Right. SONDRA: Okay, so how much of that is going on? A hierarchy where you have an organization that goes nationally, internationally? RAPHAEL: And there could be an organization of lifestylers, an organization of psychic vampires. There doesn't tend to be too much organization between blood feeders, because the percentage is much smaller of that type of people. For every one hundred other vampire types you may find maybe one real vampire. SONDRA: It sounds like their need to do that rises from within their body, rather than socially or aesthetically or spiritually. RAPHAEL: Right, but the lifestyler's need arises from within too, but it tends not to be that much. SONDRA: Okay what's next? When do we get to the killer teens? RAPHAEL: Well, there have been people who said they were vampire serial killers or what-not, but as many vampires as I have come to know, there'd be a lot more killings if they were all of the killer type. It's probably less likely that there's a serial killer... SONDRA: You had Richard Chase, he's certainly a vampire by his own definition, but he was ill. And certainly he was a killer. RAPHAEL: Like I said, most vampires who need blood don't need to harm others to gain what they consider the amount they need for sustenance. SONDRA: Okay, so we've got five, we're up to lifestylers, we've still got a few more. RAPHAEL: We have those who are occultists, who follow vampirism as a faith or religion. SONDRA: That includes actual rituals. RAPHAEL: Right, actual obeisance to vampire deities or goddesses. Sometimes that is a metaphor for self. SONDRA: So is it goddess-oriented, self-oriented, or god-oriented? RAPHAEL: There's different ones, there's different vampire cult movements or religions that have a different worship and paradigm. (Less)

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