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8758,
00:00,
2009-08-06 17:00:10
Description: two girls on bed make each other cum
Channel: shufuni
3656,
00:00,
2009-08-07 01:34:48
Description: two girls on bed make each other cum
Channel: naughtymovies
13,
03:48,
2007-04-05 01:05:11
Description: Avril Lavigne The Best Damn Thing the New
CD in stores 17 April 2007
Lyrics:
Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't (More) Avril Lavigne The Best Damn Thing the New
CD in stores 17 April 2007
Lyrics:
Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud
And I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
So So is how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch
But I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
Runaway Runaway......
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah (Less) Channel: youtube
13,
03:52,
2007-04-05 00:52:14
Description: Avril Lavigne The Best Damn Thing the New
CD in stores 17 April 2007
Lyrics:
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around (More) Avril Lavigne The Best Damn Thing the New
CD in stores 17 April 2007
Lyrics:
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by (Less) Channel: youtube
160,
01:16,
2008-03-25 15:23:40
Description: Oregon Man Says He's Pregnant.
The man, who used to be a woman, was able to keep the reproductive organs he was born with.
Pregnant Man Pregnant Man Pregnant Man Pregnant Man Pregnant Man (More) Oregon Man Says He's Pregnant.
The man, who used to be a woman, was able to keep the reproductive organs he was born with.
Pregnant Man Pregnant Man Pregnant Man Pregnant Man Pregnant Man Pregnant Man
Pregnant Man Advocate
http://www.advocate.com/exclusive_detail_ektid52947.asp
Labor of Love
Transman Thomas Beatie gives The Advocate a first-person account of how it feels to be pregnant and carrying a child for his wife and himself.
Thomas Beatie
From The Advocate March 25, 2008
Labor of Love
To our neighbors, my wife, Nancy, and I don't appear in the least unusual. To those in the quiet Oregon community where we live, we are viewed just as we are -- a happy couple deeply in love. Our desire to work hard, buy our first home, and start a family was nothing out of the ordinary. That is, until we decided that I would carry our child.
I am transgender, legally male, and legally married to Nancy. Unlike those in same-sex marriages, domestic partnerships, or civil unions, Nancy and I are afforded the more than 1,100 federal rights of marriage. Sterilization is not a requirement for sex reassignment, so I decided to have chest reconstruction and testosterone therapy but kept my reproductive rights. Wanting to have a biological child is neither a male nor female desire, but a human desire.
Ten years ago, when Nancy and I became a couple, the idea of us having a child was more dream than plan. I always wanted to have children. However, due to severe endometriosis 20 years ago, Nancy had to undergo a hysterectomy and is unable to carry a child. But after the success of our custom screen-printing business and a move from Hawaii to the Pacific Northwest two years ago, the timing finally seemed right. I stopped taking my bimonthly testosterone injections. It had been roughly eight years since I had my last menstrual cycle, so this wasn't a decision that I took lightly. My body regulated itself after about four months, and I didn't have to take any exogenous estrogen, progesterone, or fertility drugs to aid my pregnancy.
Our situation sparks legal, political, and social unknowns. We have only begun experiencing opposition from people who are upset by our situation. Doctors have discriminated against us, turning us away due to their religious beliefs. Health care professionals have refused to call me by a male pronoun or recognize Nancy as my wife. Receptionists have laughed at us. Friends and family have been unsupportive; most of Nancy's family doesn't even know I'm transgender.
This whole process, from trying to get pregnant to being pregnant, has been a challenge for us. The first doctor we approached was a reproductive endocrinologist. He was shocked by our situation and told me to shave my facial hair. After a $300 consultation, he reluctantly performed my initial checkups. He then required us to see the clinic's psychologist to see if we were fit to bring a child into this world and consulted with the ethics board of his hospital. A few months and a couple thousand dollars later, he told us that he would no longer treat us, saying he and his staff felt uncomfortable working with "someone like me."
In total, nine different doctors have been involved. This is why it took over one year to get access to a cryogenic sperm bank to purchase anonymous donor vials, and why Nancy and I eventually resorted to home insemination.
When I finally got pregnant for the first time, I ended up having an ectopic pregnancy with triplets. It was a life-threatening event that required surgical intervention, resulting in the loss of all embryos and my right fallopian tube. When my brother found out about my loss, he said, "It's a good thing that happened. Who knows what kind of monster it would have been."
On successfully getting pregnant a second time, we are proud to announce that this pregnancy is free of complications and our baby girl has a clean bill of health. We are happily awaiting her birth, with an estimated due date of July 3, 2008.
How does it feel to be a pregnant man? Incredible. Despite the fact that my belly is growing with a new life inside me, I am stable and confident being the man that I am. In a technical sense I see myself as my own surrogate, though my gender identity as male is constant. To Nancy, I am her husband carrying our child -- I am so lucky to have such a loving, supportive wife. I will be my daughter's father, and Nancy will be her mother. We will be a family.
Outside the local medical community, people don't know I'm five months' pregnant. But our situation ultimately will ask everyone to embrace the gamut of human possibility and to define for themselves what is normal.
Oprah
Pregnant Man Transexual transgender gay lesbian rights sex change strange freak civil GOP Republican Democrat vagina penis (Less) Channel: youtube
8,
05:16,
2008-02-10 13:10:12
Description: Yes I know I sound like a total dork and can't rap. But as I have been positng too many serious videos lately I thought WTH make a goof out of myself and see what happens. I wanted to present (More) Yes I know I sound like a total dork and can't rap. But as I have been positng too many serious videos lately I thought WTH make a goof out of myself and see what happens. I wanted to present my argument for supporting Obama in a different and more creative way than just blah blah blah yakidy shmakidy.
Here is the text to the Obama Rap:
Ladies and gentleman
2008 Presidential Candidates
Hillary vs. Obama
It's time for a 'lil hope, y'all
It's time for Barack Obama
That's what it is.
Obama's got a message
A story to tell
It's one of hope, prosperity and good will
And while he is still young, yo here's the deal
He's got my vote, that's how I feel
Hillary's got experience, education, and is smart
But some people think she has very little soul
Between her and Obama it was a drama rama
But now Obama's winning, that's how we roll
GOP got some haters
They be loathing the Clintons
Since 1992 they been charging with full pistons
They said that they think she's easier to beat
And I really don't want my ass handed to me
I'm not gunning for another 4 years
Of Republican politics, attacks and smears
Not all Republicans really think like this
But these last eights years I will not miss
If Obama ran as Vice and Hillary as prez
I fear the DNC might fall down dead
Switch the two around that's what I say
To keep McCain and the GOP at bay
Obama he's the one for me
Obama he's the one to beat
Obama can defeat the GOP
Obama he's the one for me
(spoken) I done tell ya what
If Dobson and Coulter pull support for McCain
That's a GOOD THING!
But may be not good enough
Takin' back the White House
Obama he's the one for me
Obama he's the one to beat
Obama can defeat the GOP
Obama he's the one for me
(spoken) McCain the Naiomi Cambell of Capitol Hill, y'all
Everyone getting a phone in the face when he shows up
Jeckyll and Mr. Hyde, dawg
Scary as all hell
Centrist my ass
While I'd love to have a lady as commander and chief
I still got some problems so yo man I'll be brief
I'm not gonna vote for her just 'cause she's a woman
Throw away my vote? Nah! That's not what Ima doin'
Independents like to swing
From Obama to McCain, Obama to McCain and back again
Why give them an excuse to go the other way
Put Obama on the ballot, and hear them say
Obama he's the one for me
Obama he's the one to beat
Obama can defeat the GOP
Obama he's the one for me (Less) Channel: youtube
9,
05:16,
2008-04-21 18:05:34
Description: Yes I know I sound like a total dork and can't rap. But as I have been positng too many serious videos lately I thought WTH make a goof out of myself and see what happens. I wanted to present (More) Yes I know I sound like a total dork and can't rap. But as I have been positng too many serious videos lately I thought WTH make a goof out of myself and see what happens. I wanted to present my argument for supporting Obama in a different and more creative way than just blah blah blah yakidy shmakidy. Here is the text to the Obama Rap: Ladies and gentleman 2008 Presidential Candidates Hillary vs. Obama It's time for a 'lil hope, y'all It's time for Barack Obama That's what it is. Obama's got a message A story to tell It's one of hope, prosperity and good will And while he is still young, yo here's the deal He's got my vote, that's how I feel Hillary's got experience, education, and is smart But some people think she has very little soul Between her and Obama it was a drama rama But now Obama's winning, that's how we roll GOP got some haters They be loathing the Clintons Since 1992 they been charging with full pistons They said that they think she's easier to beat And I really don't want my ass handed to me I'm not gunning for another 4 years Of Republican politics, attacks and smears Not all Republicans really think like this But these last eights years I will not miss If Obama ran as Vice and Hillary as prez I fear the DNC might fall down dead Switch the two around that's what I say To keep McCain and the GOP at bay Obama he's the one for me Obama he's the one to beat Obama can defeat the GOP Obama he's the one for me (spoken) I done tell ya what If Dobson and Coulter pull support for McCain That's a GOOD THING! But may be not good enough Takin' back the White House Obama he's the one for me Obama he's the one to beat Obama can defeat the GOP Obama he's the one for me (spoken) McCain the Naiomi Cambell of Capitol Hill, y'all Everyone getting a phone in the face when he shows up Jeckyll and Mr. Hyde, dawg Scary as all hell Centrist my ass While I'd love to have a lady as commander and chief I still got some problems so yo man I'll be brief I'm not gonna vote for her just 'cause she's a woman Throw away my vote? Nah! That's not what Ima doin' Independents like to swing From Obama to McCain, Obama to McCain and back again Why give them an excuse to go the other way Put Obama on the ballot, and hear them say Obama he's the one for me Obama he's the one to beat Obama can defeat the GOP Obama he's the one for me (Less) Channel: youtube
15,
05:15,
2008-04-22 16:21:45
Description: Disclaimer: None of the clips or the music belong to myself!!! This video is just a tribute to the greatest movie in the world, Lost and Delirious set to the Musikal Stylings of Hope, and the song Who (More) Disclaimer: None of the clips or the music belong to myself!!! This video is just a tribute to the greatest movie in the world, Lost and Delirious set to the Musikal Stylings of Hope, and the song Who am I to say? I love this song because I thought it suited Paulie very well and was a different take on their relationship than I had seen anywhere else. Feel free to comment, and give CONSTRUCTIVE criticism, and no homophobia plz, everyone has a right to exist and express themselves. Just not on my vids k?? (Less) Channel: youtube
13,
05:55,
2008-04-10 16:55:18
Description: Why Scientology Wasn't For Me
Part 1: Scientology Is Homophobic
"One year of my life I was deeply into Scientology. I did the basic courses, visited the church and its events, talked a (More) Why Scientology Wasn't For Me
Part 1: Scientology Is Homophobic
"One year of my life I was deeply into Scientology. I did the basic courses, visited the church and its events, talked a lot with other Scientologists, and seriously considered joining. In the end, I didn't. Even though it wasn't easy, I walked away from it. This is the story of how and why Scientology wasn't for me.
#1 Scientology is homophobic
"When I first got in contact with Scientology, I was a vulnerable, melancholic young adult who wasn't so sure of himself and his place in the world. I realized I was gay, but didn't know how to deal with it. I realised I had big dreams, but didn't know how to fulfill them. My life was full of questions when someone offered me to take a free personality test. Okay. I took it. Afterwards, a sparkling woman at the Scientology building suggested that I read the book "Dianetics - The modern science of mental health" to get some insight into my problems and ways to fix them. What I read in this book confused me in many ways. On the one hand, it passionately promised me a solution to what was ailing me, and this gave me hope and raised my spirit. On the other hand, I felt alienated. Not only were the concepts, the jargon, the ideas so different from what I'd ever seen before, there were also passages that made me feel awkward.
At a time I was a closeted gay teen trying to reconcile with who I really was, stripping away all those horrible layers of self-hate, I read what homosexuality was, according to Scientology leader L. Ron Hubbard. I was painfully surprised to find out that Hubbard thought homosexuality was a form of perversity, and that homosexual men and women should be considered perverts. Not only that, but that they also should be considered a danger to society that needed to be eradicated.
The origin of this so-called perversion would be found in prenatal conversations between the parents of the unborn child -- conversations of a sadistic or masochistic kind. I remember seriously pondering the idea of my parents talking dirty about hurting each other while I was in my mother's womb, but couldn't imagine it. Not only couldn't I picture my parents really saying those kinds of things, but I also couldn't connect to the s&m, torture and abuse theme that Hubbard introduced. It was so contrary to everything I felt was true about my sexuality. Wasn't this Scientology hoopla all a bunch of outdated, prejudiced pseudoscience or science fiction?
It was because of the people working at the local Scientology organization that I went on with it. Really nice people I felt I could relate to, who were intelligent, creative, funny and enthusiastic, convinced me to take courses, to buy more books, to participate in Scientology events and so forth. I did it. Even though I never really became a member, I studied all the basics and spent a lot of time at the organization.
My being gay, and Scientology being anti-gay, always made me keep some reserve. I was invited to join at a higher level church abroad, but it never happened. Whereas I knew the other people were genuine in their passion for L. Ron Hubbard's teachings, I could never join them 100% because of this part of my identity.
Finally, when I gained more strength to accept myself for who I am, I quit Scientology. When they did an e-meter-session with me, which was basically a lie detector test, to find out why I was leaving, I said to the auditor I had objections to Scientology's ideas on homosexuality. For what reason? Well, I knew someone who was gay. I knew someone. I didn't tell them that person was me, but in fact it was one of my first indirect moments where I came out.
This way, being gay saved me from the clutches of Scientology! Looking back, I feel so fortunate I reached a level of self-acceptance during my introduction to the cult. Unfortunately, I know that there have been, and maybe there still are gay people within Scientology who feel duped, discriminated, doomed. From what I've heard, some young gay people within Scientology have even committed suicide because of their sexuality, including L. Ron Hubbard's own son. If you're gay, it seems, Scientology can break you in a major way, unless you break with Scientology because you know you deserve so much better.
In the end, Scientology wasn't for me. In my experience, it doesn't work, it doesn't deliver, it doesn't give you freedom or happiness or enlightenment. What appears to be a volcano is nothing more than a hollow space filled with empty promises, a trap that's not only a waste of time, energy and money, but also a potential threat to your physical and mental health. Stay free, keep thinking for yourself. Seek truth, shed light and Scientology will implode, crumble, vanish and self-destruct." (Less) Channel: youtube
3,
04:20,
2009-05-20 18:58:50
Description: Presenting (Passing), Gender Expression and Style. I decided to answer this week's questions visually. I've been feeling really dysphoric lately and made this vid as a way to feel a little (More) Presenting (Passing), Gender Expression and Style. I decided to answer this week's questions visually. I've been feeling really dysphoric lately and made this vid as a way to feel a little Trans-Pride and remind myself about how much better I feel about how I look now compared to when I was presenting as female. Song: rupaul's Looking Good Feeling Gorgeous Personal Channel: youtube.com/user/sillyyetsuccinct (Less) Channel: youtube
4,
06:07,
2009-11-10 05:13:57
Description: Under this crushing wait, Im sinking It never goes away, the thinking Echoes in empty rooms decaying Alone to face the rest of me So long sentiment It doesnt matter now What the hell is wrong with me? (More) Under this crushing wait, Im sinking It never goes away, the thinking Echoes in empty rooms decaying Alone to face the rest of me So long sentiment It doesnt matter now What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I torturing myself? Inhaling all these memories Like a breath of fire sent from hell Lead in my gut, not in my spine I feel distracted all the time Well lucky me Im finally all alone Ill miss you So long sentiment It doesnt matter now What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I torturing ... (Less) Channel: youtube
769,
00:20,
2009-02-16 03:04:05
Description: She wondered how many guys had to walk with their binders held at an awkward angle to block a slight bulge already this morning. Suddenly she heard the bedroom door open and a hissing intake of (More) She wondered how many guys had to walk with their binders held at an awkward angle to block a slight bulge already this morning. Suddenly she heard the bedroom door open and a hissing intake of breath. She waited at her desk for a few minutes, but the student did not come out of the cloakroom. Kara and I just watched for a little while, while Mom quickly started going down on our friend?s pussy, licking and slurping all of her juices. I touch and kiss down from your neck to your breasts, taking off your bra at the same time. Sarah smiled back and then had a sudden urge to display herself to the woman, she pulled open her gown allowing the woman to see her tits, she cupped her hands beneath them and started to squeeze and play with them. We were deep into each others eyes when he spoke to me, ?Bella I cant believe I am fucking you, you are fucking finally mine all mine, you know I own you. Susan opened her mouth in surprise, but before she could speak Jane kissed her full on the lips. He's 24, athletic build, 6'-2", with naturally European dark features. I've been wicked, having impure thoughts. ?Wait a while Peter, darling. We?ve been having sex together. As I had written before, He and his friend Ronald initiated a game of truth or dare with me last year and it spiraled into me undressing in front of them even tricking me to obey their dares with the treat of blackmail, several pictures of me in just my thong sitting in between the boys was enough to make me comply with their every whims. I would love to see what Papa bear was like after I had tried baby bear etc. " I said indicating the others who were still in an untidy heap on the floor lapping at Claire's chest and finger fucking her recently broken in cunt. ?Would you like a rubdown since you?re so sore? Mom thought about that for a second, then said ?I think that would be great, honey. I looked at her and said "Name" "Kelly. She grasped her thighs and drew them back and fell upon her cunny, rubbing her mouth on it. "Ahh--I never knew it could feel so good. He squirted a gob of cum deep in her pussy. My name is Josh. As I propped myself up on my arms over her I looked down and our eyes met . it was the most emotional experience I had ever had. It was a week since he last visited his landlady's parlor, and he felt the growing need to call on her again for the treatment. .Good morning, Jack. But her quest for a soul mate was still unsatisfied: someone who needed her with unselfish passion. My remedy will be bitter at first, like the drink. That someone was I, Ms. He was naturally tanned, not overly muscular but still toned enough to show off his build. about us. ?Oh, my usual party frock. She whimpered every time he buried his cock deep inside her. I managed to stay in her most of the time except for a couple of times I slipped out and she apologised, I said doesn?t matter it goes back in a hurry. she lifted up and pushed her mouth to mine she pushed her tounge in my mouth before pulling away she told me to tack her home so she can get my big dick in her hot wet pussy i had the car in gear and we was off for home. Kara?s boobs fell free, bouncing lightly as they did. I could feel her sucking.. Billy then jumped in the car and sped home. ? ?A special massage I did for my wife you will love it? he excitedly whispered to us, ?Bells get undress and lay on that stack of laundry over there. Your opened wide legs have made more place for my hand. That just left me and my buddy Nick (he rode with me), Sarah and a couple other friends who drove together. she lifted up and pushed her mouth to mine she pushed her tounge in my mouth before pulling away she told me to tack her home so she can get my big dick in her hot wet pussy i had the car in gear and we was off for home. The painting caught the movement of her tassels, swaying in sensuous curves beneath her projecting rump, as though in the dance she had turned away from her dance partner, to display her beautiful rear in a provocative pose. I knew one thing after a great throat fucking. I've got a nice face and body, she thought, so what She critically examined her breasts. you are saying stop, stop and moaning like a wild bitch. Billy went in the living room and turned on the t. " Then she rolled her window back up. (Less) Channel: youtube
34,
09:36,
2008-06-02 04:54:52
Description: Asexual people aren't interested in sex. It should be a pretty simple concept to understand--in theory--but my experiences as an asexual in a very sexual world have taught me that it's not (More) Asexual people aren't interested in sex. It should be a pretty simple concept to understand--in theory--but my experiences as an asexual in a very sexual world have taught me that it's not so simple a concept after all.
So I'm making a video series to discuss asexuality, and this video is my introductory video explaining what asexuality is as well as a little bit about myself and my experience discovering my asexuality and living with it.
Because other subjects in the alternative sexuality and gender arena get more attention--subjects like gay, lesbian, transgender, intersex, and bisexual issues--I wanted to add my voice to the crowd and claim some ground as an "out" asexual who doesn't mind taking questions from the peanut gallery (as long as they're civil).
Future videos will discuss my "top ten"--the top suggestions people tend to make when I say I'm asexual and they assume the "problem" lies elsewhere. I will address these common issues as well as whatever other questions pop up in the comments box along the way.
Please feel free to check out the top ten article I wrote:
http://swankivy.com/writing/essays/philosophy/asexual.html
And for more information in general you can check out the Asexuality Visibility and Education Network (AVEN) at asexuality.org . (I'm not affiliated with them, but I have contributed an article to their banks and approve of their general message and mission statement.) (Less) Channel: youtube
14,
00:00,
2008-07-18 02:34:06
Description: HEKA LOUD!!!
LYRICS:
(Verse 1)
I'm hot
You're cold
You go around
Like you know
Who I am
But you don't
You got me on my toes
(Chorus)
I'm slippin into the lava (More) HEKA LOUD!!!
LYRICS:
(Verse 1)
I'm hot
You're cold
You go around
Like you know
Who I am
But you don't
You got me on my toes
(Chorus)
I'm slippin into the lava
and im tryin to keep from going under
Baby
You turn the temperature hotter
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby
(Verse 2)
I fell (I fell)
So fast (So fast)
I can't hold
Myself back
High heels (High heels)
Red dress (Red dress)
All by yourself
Gotta catch my breath
(Chorus)
I'm slippin into the lava
and im tryin to keep from going under
Baby
You turn the temperature hotter
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby
(Bridge)
I walk in the room
All I can see is you
You're staring me down
I know you feel it too
(Chorus)
I'm slippin' into the lava
Im tryin to keep from going under
Baby
You turn the temperature hotter
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby
I'm slippin into the lava
im tryin to keep from going under
Baby
You turn the temperature hotter
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby
I'm slippin' into the lava
Im tryin to keep from going under
Baby
You turn the temperature hotter
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby (Less) Channel: youtube
18,
02:42,
2008-04-21 20:08:55
Description: I wrote this sometime in the beginning of last year...since the scrolling may be too fast here are the words to the piece I wrote called "And Everyone Thinks.." i keep playin this fucking (More) I wrote this sometime in the beginning of last year...since the scrolling may be too fast here are the words to the piece I wrote called "And Everyone Thinks.." i keep playin this fucking song i keep thinking about my addictions my narcissim that makes me believe that im not addicted the feeling that something in me is defective that something about me isn't what my parents so hoped id be im addicted to the taste of it there are many addictions many addictions to love and pain and sex its the feeling of you between my thighs its the feeling of the alcohol trickling down my throat let your frustration out of the gate and watch the bull buck its the intensity of the moment its the smoke coming from my ciggarette to remind me of the lips pressed hard against my stomach and everyone here thinks they know me they have no idea, the thoughts brew on it the bottle empties and i realize what a fucking lost case some things are... its memories etched in my brain...and i do..i realize how deep my addiction is to loving you... why the fuck do i love you anyway its the people who cross your path that never quite leave its the foot prints stuck in the pavement its like a little kid who walks through wet concrete to make sure their memory is always there.. this is what you do to me... and im not sure i can ever truly explain how fucked it is to feel something the way i do i hope im always true to my passions, i hope i raise good kids one day, i hope i find people to associate myself with who wont fuck me over, who wont be just another memory... i hope one day you realize what the fuck i gave you, what i did...where i was when you needed me... its all a blur now and the bottles empty "so pour me another...so i can forget ya now" (Less) Channel: youtube
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